Developing myself one captured moment at a time.

Growing up is never easy.... but some times its got to get done... I know I am only 22, Turning 23 if I may Add. But I honestly think that the journey my life has been on as taught me a lot and it has gotten me to where I am today. Would I have done things Differently? Nope Not really looking at how things turned out now, Would I have not dated some guys I did? Nope through them I know what I wanted and needed most in a guy, even through the heart break.Would I have gone out more and try new things?, maybe but nothing is stopping me today to try them. I guess why I wanted to do a blog post today was just of all the things that have been going on and driving home today I actually felt like I was a Grown Up How that the way my amazing parents raised me made me the person I hoped to be one day. After School I was blessed enough with the opportunity to go to America and going from clubbing every weekend to being so to say responsible second type mother to kids changed me and...

It still feels unreal. People ask me and how does it feel how is it going? It took and still takes some getting used to but i love it, being able to wake up to Leroy get ready for work and coming home knowing i get to see him soon again. I sort of have my routine going on. At my old house, hahaha, i used to get home from work Food was done BAM, washing wash done, BAM, i just changed and relaxed, 8:30 in bed reading or what ever. and now well thats all different. Its get home from work pack away Dishes Leroy washed the previous night, make food have coffee ready for when Leroy gets home, Catch up on daily events, Finish food eat food wash Dishes and well washing and ironing. and if i am lucky at times in bed by 9 hahaha. But still i wouldnt trade it for anything at this moment. I do miss my parents and mostly my doggies, my babies. Hearing the neighbours dogs the other day fighting and all i was in tears i hate hearing dogs fight and then it made me miss my doggies more. so what...