Developing myself one captured moment at a time.

I can remember the day my mom was telling me about the small pigs you get and how badly she wanted one, for what reason was beyond me but as I also had my weird stage (wigs) my mother supported and so I did the same. I decided I would get my mother a tea cup pig for her birthday and so after ordering the cutest one setting the flight and all plans reading all the information we could, thinking it was a scam but going forth any way just in case it was not. That time I was still with Willem and he stayed in springs that night we went to fetch her and we weren’t sure yet what we were fetching and if we were there for a reason but we waited and in a small wooden box was our little Arabella. She was moving all over the place in that box with her on my lap in the box and my fingers through the little wire holes provided she was sucking my fingers and biting it at times. When we arrived to his house I remember reading that the pigs are shy and that we should give them space as they need to...

I know I have not posted in a while I guess I have been trying to keep my mind away from all this. It is in a way an everyday struggle, I do think of him and us a lot and I do miss what we had and all we planned but my heart I’m not sure. I’m over him and I’m not? Maybe I am just taking it as it comes and not crying over him I’m done with crying really now. He called me the weekend to explain all that happened as he is smsing me almost every day like nothing happened and its hard cause one part of me wants to be in his life as a friend but the other part can’t do that. And it was hard to even tell him that I can’t and that we should break communication as it isn’t nice getting messages from him and it just reminds me of everything again. When I heard his voice, yeah I haven’t heard it since he was here that last weekend, having him now just say Elena instead of Babe or princess hearing him explain the situation saying it wasn’t me and I’m still the amazing person and all that wasn...

On the 17 th August I was lucky enough to do a fun portrait shoot of Delene. I heard of new places around Kriel and I really wanted and needed to do a few shoots to see what there is. I am really happy with how the pictures came out and all. We stared at a building that luckily for me they have not built yet, then off to the dam the rocks there was amazing with the grass then we went to the one lost little bit left of a park and water tower. It was nice catching up and being able to take your pictures. Hope you guys like the pics that follow! J