Developing myself one captured moment at a time.

I saw my blog and life going a total different way; I didn’t think that a few days after we were 4 months together that I would end up saying we are broken up. I never for one second saw this coming and yet still now am I trying to wrap my head and thoughts around it all. I mean he was still here last weekend and we were fine, well so I think. I don’t even know where to start or what to say. I know I wish I could turn my mind off for a bit to stop trying to think of what happened and everything. So Thursday was the second day I haven’t heard from Willem and being me I over think and I got worried I mean who wouldn’t get worried when you don’t hear anything for 2 days and neither does anyone else, I knew this wasn’t like him we were friends for a few months and still while dating he has never been this quiet, his mother told me that he is just working and very busy but I had this gut feeling that there was something else I just could not put my finger on it. It’s funny how that n...

Feels like I have not blogged in years but yet it has been a week or so. Things have been up and down I am currently sitting with the flue trying to shake it off but it doesn’t want to know anything. I am so dead tiered its crazy. Today is my daddies birthday I just want to quickly say not really sure if he read the blog I showed him of father’s day but happy birthday daddy I hope you have a good day and I thank God every day and mostly days like today where we are blessed with another year with your presence to have you in my life thank you for all you have and do for me the smallest to the biggest things I appreciate them from the bottom of my heart and even though at times I don’t understand the things you do and say and you might work on my irritation levels I still love you and wouldn’t want any other father but YOU! Willem is back in Limpopo he left on Monday, Again I was faced with having to say goodbye to Willem. It gets a touchy subject when the time gets closer and we b...

I know I have not posted anything in a while and this is actually about 2 weekends late but time got the best of me in this one but here is the weekend of the 26 th -28 July I planned So I have this surprise weekend planned for Willem, I already planned it in June when he told me the final dates that he would be on leave and would be by me so then my mind got to thinking. When we were in Durban he surprised me with 2 nights in a hotel just to get away and it was really amazing to just chill outside and talk and talk and talk about anything and everything. It helps and I say all couples need that, being with family is great and I love it but Willem and I need our time where we just talk about things and also in a sense of getting to know each other more as well. So here is what I planned, Note: That when I plan something it has to be big and full on amazing!!! I looked at guest houses either in Witbank or Middleburg I wanted to either be at a place that was close to a place whe...